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I've only tried it one time while I was rolling on MDMA and I didn't really know what I was supposed to feel, I eventually stood up and felt kinda dizzy or "drunk" in a way, and the effects died off after like 20-30 minutes.  I only had a small key bump someone offered me.

I'm getting a gram of racemic too just to give it a whirl, and really my only interest in ketamine is to try the khole once or twice and then not do it again.  Is there any physical damage I can do to myself just by having a bit of a flirt with this chemical or is it safe to blow through a gram and never touch it again, or only rarely touch it?

Regular use causes kidney damage, this i also learned the hard way.
Same goes for MXE even though it is suppose to not damage the kidneys I can feel it when I use MXE.

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How do you know if your dog is homosexual

You're probably the type who would fuck the dog just to find out.

I'm assuming it takes one to know one?

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I've got an idea, how about in the future if you don't have a disorder or a health issue or done medical research on said health issues , then when someone is asking about a topic relating to the health issue you not post your opinion.
This thread is all over the place.
müslix is the only person in this thread that has the closest post to the correct manner to answer the topic..

Sure the thread asks what drug is good for social anxiety, well that's a simple answer...anti-anxiety meds or Benzodiazapines.
How many posters thought before given their opinion as to what the OP should take, that the question is a loaded one with a very hard to answer because everyone's chemical balances and genetics are different?

So instead of giving my opinion to OP I'll just tell you my story.

I am an introvert. I have Generalized and Social Anxiety disorders, I have Panic disorder. I have mild depression and a slight OCD. I had Post Traumatic Stress Disorder for over 4 years. Out of all those medical conditions only one I've been able to overcome...PTSD. All my other disorders are genetic, my mother has GAD and I was born with 4x the anxiety defects in my DNA than my mother. Since I have it genetically I will ALWAYS have to take medications for them.
I lived the first 22 years of my life undiagnosed with these disorders and because of that I set my life on a path i neither knew why or where I was to go because of my choices. My disorders made me an introvert and because of that I began my path to drugs. I first dealt with my panic attacks and anxiety as everyone with these disorders does. A biological mechanism know as the "fight or flight" response to situations on a daily basis was my first attempt to deal with the madness in my mind and how I interacted with other people. I always choose flight as it removed me from the situation or premeditated thought process to prevent the situation before it happened. Well that will only do for so long, then I turned to alcohol and drugs at 15 to cope with society and to appear to fit in with others. So by 16 I was the guy that could get alcohol,weed,LSD,pills for  all the other kids my age, essentially a drug dealer...I stayed that til I was 24 years old.
Sometime around my 21st birthday I got really into tranquilizers, hmmm I wonder why, lol. Well I decided that tranquilizers gave me social lubricant and also held all my disorders at bay. So I did the #1 biggest life changer of my life...I researched the symptoms for why tranquilizers were prescribed. What I found was a toll road to my disorders in the form of benzos, specifically xanax, Sadly this is just the beginning of how drugs changed my life forever with a double edged solution.....Part 2 will be posted on Monday.

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it's only been the last 8 hours or so it's been this slow, still think its a sudden surge of traffic from people off work for the holidays and browsing, just hope vendors can get on some time to get orders out, people should think of that before refreshing every 2 mins.especially if they are not buying anything.

Thank you for putting into words what everyone should naturally have as common sense...ppl just dont think anymore they push buttons like zombies.

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I got this but PM me your Silk Road name...no address.

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Quote from: nomad bloodbath on December 26, 2012, 09:51 pm

maybe pine should be addressed by the new username being used by pine.

WHICH username? Oh.......... you're taking the piss. C'mon, pine is gone, we all know it. 

HMMMMM i've never nor would I take piss anywhere....golden showers arent my thing.


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Thank you all and those not listed here as well I'm sending special personal PM's to those on SR and those in the forums when I can get sar up and read my account donators. So far i've tripled what I had donated in the last 2 months in the last 24 hopurs and truly feel blessed...as always PM with anyissues questions or random chatter bullshit.


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I love the commnuity's generosity.

I want a MIDNIGHT BLAK one with glass over it.

A midnight black skull would not glow undr black but might have a sl;ightly unseeable purple hue and under glass you mean a case?

More details please.
Because that can be arranged.

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